Being Natural

왜 살아야 되는건지 꼭 알 필요는 없지만...
그래도 가끔 궁금해집니다.
혼자 살아서 그렇다구요?

아뇨... 그건 처자식이 생겨도 마찬가지 일거 같아요.
정말 사랑하는 사람이 있었을때도 그랬거든요.

그냥 즐겁게 살면 된다고 하기엔 뭔가 부족하네요.
어쩌면 인생을 너무 채우려고만 하는것도 욕심인지 모르겠습니다.
어쩌면 채우는게 아니라 비워내야 하는건지도 모르지요.

근데 아직 비운다는건 와닿지가 않습니다.
아직 더 배워야 하는건지도 모르죠.

뭐... 글타구요. ^^

Why (Annie Lenox - Live @ Central Park)

How many times do I have to try to tell you
That I'm sorry for the things I've done
But when I start to try to tell you
That's when you have to tell me
Hey...this kind of trouble's only just begun
I tell myself too many times
Why don't you ever learn to keep your big mouth shut
That's why it hurts so bad to hear the words
That keep on falling from your mouth
Falling from your mouth
Falling from your mouth
Tell me...
Why
Why

I may be mad
I may be blind
I may be viciously unkind
But I can still read what you're thinking
And I've heard it said too many times
That you'd be better off
Besides...
Why can't you see this boat is sinking
(This boat is sinking this boat is sinking)
Let's go down to the water's edge
And we can cast away those doubts
Some things are better left unsaid
But they still turn me inside out
Turning inside out turning inside out
Tell me...
Why
Tell me...
Why

This is the book I never read
These are the words I never said
This is the path I'll never tread
These are the dreams I'll dream instead
This is the joy that's seldom spread
These are the tears...
The tears we shed
This is the fear
This is the dread
These are the contents of my head
And these are the years that we have spent
And this is what they represent
And this is how I feel
Do you know how I feel?
'Cause I don't think you know how I feel
I don't think you know what I feel
I don't think you know what I feel
You don't know what I feel